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Ivy Wilde · Joined: 09 Nov 2007 Posts: 222 Location: Manchester

Good morning to em. Crying over breakfast cereal anyone? Why oh why is this time of month so hard to cope with sometimes.....

This morning I've already done the following:

*Decided I'm shit at everything and what's the point in trying?
*Cried that Tim's going to Moscow for a week and I'm going to miss him (like I can't cope on my own or something?!)
*Decided my new routine is crap and everyone will laugh at me at SB

Why do I turn into a useless emotional lump one of a month. It's just not fair.

I know I'm being pathetic, I just can't help it.

ARGH! Confused

Sorry, just need to vent, and when it's in writing it kind of makes me see how silly it all is rather than wallowing.

Poppy M. Cherry · Joined: 18 Aug 2008 Posts: 137 Location: Manchester

Nothing wrong with having to vent at all. It just makes me sad that you are so badly effected Sad

For what it's worth I think you are beautiful, and intelligent, and kind and I have no doubt in my mind that it is just hormones and anxiety making you doubt your routine and I personally can't wait to see you perform.

And when is Tim away? I recommend using the time to catch up with girly friends, then it won't feel quite so bad.

*hugs*

Acacia Sweet · Joined: 11 Apr 2008 Posts: 400 Location: Leeds

I absolutely sympathise. I get exactly the same.

*hugs*

Ivy Wilde · Joined: 09 Nov 2007 Posts: 222 Location: Manchester

Thanks ,y loves, met up with Tim at lunch, had a massive slice of chocolate cake and got lots of hugs, I'm feeling much better now!

Poppy - he's away from 19th- 27th September, the first time he wont be there when I perform, which'll be a bit odd, he's usually calming my nerves, bless him, at least it'll keep be occupied eh?

I'm off to visit My Nana in Sunderland for the rest of the weekend and my plan is to just keep as busy as possible really, I know it's really sad but it's the most time we've had away from each other since we moved in together five and a half years ago!

A night of tv in my scruffs with a hot water bottle is planned, I'm sure I'll be right by tomorrow! xxxx

Poppy M. Cherry · Joined: 18 Aug 2008 Posts: 137 Location: Manchester

Cecilia Rouge · Joined: 09 Sep 2007 Posts: 1349

Aw honey you are a brilliant performer! The two routines I have seen are so unique in the props you use, especially your idea of pasties! I get like that too so understand. xxxxx
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CrimbleFairy · Joined: 30 Nov 2007 Posts: 1175 Location: Leeds

I've gotten worse as I've gotten older and just cry over stoopid stuff! The mooch about feeling sorry for myself, then make Chris look after me whilst I cry watching Disney films.....

Miss Baby Bones · Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 12:49 pm Post subject:

lol i used to love watching Fantasia as i found it relaxing, but chris whinged it was like 'being raped in the ears with marshmallows'

cos it was too sickly

haha

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Acacia Sweet · Joined: 11 Apr 2008 Posts: 400 Location: Leeds

Violet Ecstasy · Joined: 16 Feb 2008 Posts: 533 Location: West Midlands

I'm feeling pretty much the same today.

Feeling sorry for myself because
* I've put on a few pounds over the holiday

* I'm feeling a bit lonely cos I haven't got any proper female friends that I see any more - nobody wants to bother cos I got married and cos we were having money troubles so couldn't go out all the time. I have about 6 in total but one keeps jetting off round the world going travelling and my colleague/friend emigrated to Dubai at the end of last month.

Meh Sad